I dreamt about him (Josh) again. It must be because I know I'll probably see him next month at Hope & Kevin's wedding. I know its because I still really miss him. He emailed me when Maddy was in the NICU to say he was praying for us, but I haven't heard from him since. That was the first I heard from him in well over a year!! I do try to keep in contact with his mom Trudy still because she is just such a sweetheart and I really did form a close relationship with her too. It just depresses me when I dream of him because I wake up and have to realize he isn't in my life anymore. In my dream, he was following me around the mall and having such a good time. I just miss him. He was my best friend and I haven't had anyone close to me since him. I guess I just wish I'd know why he doesn't talk to me anymore so I can try to make things right, as I've been trying to do for well over a year, but I probably just need to come to terms with never being in his life anymore and try to make myself move forward. *sigh* It doesn't make my heart hurt any less though......
Lancaster, York, Gettysburg, Pennsylvania, United States
I am a Christian mama of 2 beautiful girls (Sophia Grace-9; Madelyn Judith-7), 2 handsome little boys (Noah Levi-5; Benjamin James-2) and wife to my amazing husband Brian for almost 10 years and going strong!
Andrea is a stay at home mom who loves her job more than anything. She's a certified birth doula & aspires to become a lactation consultant in the near future as well. She is passionate about birth & breastfeeding rights and loves educating and discussing any and all things surrounding that topic. Andrea loves to bake pretty cakes, freecycle, play with her kids, garden, talk to other mommies (and soon to be mommies) and is a real bargain hunter!
We are a semi-attachment parenting family, use cloth diapers, co-sleep, babywear, did baby lead weaning, extended breastfeeding & aspire to be as eco-friendly as we can be. We love spending time together as a family, we love God, hanging out with our dear friends, and advocating for birth & breastfeeding rights!
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